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30 November 2006 @ 08:54 am
I've Resolved...  
... to stay away from the computer whenever I'm PMSing because I just put my foot in my mouth and make enemies. I guess I should just come out and say this right now ... please, everyone pay attention:

If I say something here that sounds completely, utterly ridiculous, please take it with a grain of salt. I could be PMSing. In fact, I'll probably mention that I am, so in which case just treat me with kid gloves.

Sorry I had to do that. I just think people need to be aware that I may say things I don't mean 100% sometimes, or get too worked up about something silly.

That said, I wish people wouldn't take something I said here - something that was discussed and which I thought was resolved - and then talk about how silly it is on their own LJ. I'm already prone to intermittent bouts of low (well somewhat low) self-esteem and I do tend to get easily offended sometimes, even if what is said is totally innocent.

I myself am not trying to offend anyone when I say this - it's more of a plea. Just because I'm not on LJ too often and don't get to read my Friends pages all that often it doesn't mean I won't see something that I assume is directed toward me - something that could hurt me.

And yes, I am not happy that I get offended too easily. I am quite hard on myself - always have been. I wish it was something I could just shed but it's not very easy.

I hope I haven't made any hard feelings or lost any friends here. I just don't see why something that I thought I had resolved has to be discussed again to make me feel like an idiot... unless other people were sharing my sentiments and the issue wasn't resolved. I worry too much about what other people think of me and I hate thinking that people consider me stupid or anything like that.

Well, that's it for this rambling mess. Again I hope I haven't offended anyone or made any enemies.
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Christine (aka) Pineapple >^..^<chris4short on November 30th, 2006 11:19 am (UTC)
my dear, consider the post gone, never written. I had just been struck with the thought, not really tieing it to our thoughts. Sorry. Please forgive me if you thought I was doing harm to you - I love ya too much to hurt you, and now that I know, I shall delete it.

*hangs head and gives a Daniel-esque 'sorry' look*
jessm78: thanksjessm78 on November 30th, 2006 11:28 am (UTC)
Thanks hon - I do get offended too easily and I hate that I do...I need to work on that. I know you really didn't mean any harm. And I'm sorry that I jumped to conclusions like that, if it wasn't tied to our thoughts.

I love ya! *huggies*
Christine (aka) Pineapple >^..^<chris4short on November 30th, 2006 11:39 am (UTC)
tis ok... all gone. Never written - what post?

*happy giggle and more hugs*
jessm78: Torment of Tantalusjessm78 on November 30th, 2006 01:00 pm (UTC)
Post? I don't know any post!

tee hee.... *more huggies*
Christine (aka) Pineapple >^..^<chris4short on November 30th, 2006 01:02 pm (UTC)
Suzotchkasuzotchka1 on November 30th, 2006 02:32 pm (UTC)
**HUGS** Sorry I haven't been around lately!