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03 March 2008 @ 06:29 pm
I apologize...  
For any stupid or foolish comments I may have made either here or anywhere else in LJ lately.  Fact is I'm PMSing badly again.  Wasn't feeling too good this morning, then felt a little better. Then they found something out of place when I went to physical therapy. Some muscle near my shoulder blade moved upward when I raised my arm and it's not supposed to (that was what they told me).  So they made me hold off on one exercise and tried something else. I asked them what could have caused this and they don't know, maybe another exercise they made me do last week.  Then the therapist started hurting me when he massaged me and he tried to stretch my arm when I was lying down.  Anyway this is bothering me because it feels like such a setback. I've been in therapy for this broken shoulder for 7 months now and I'm starting to get tired of it.  I can't wait to be done and now it feels like the end will never come.  Things just seem so bleak right now.

I hate when I get in these moods. I really need to research PMS again or talk to my doctor.  But anyway I apologize for anything stupid, strange, or unreasonable that I've said anywhere on LJ. :(
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
Napoleonic Powermonger: clingsvaleria_sg_1 on March 3rd, 2008 09:04 pm (UTC)
*hugs* I'm sorry PMS affects you so much. I can totally relate. And about physical therapy. It must be a real bitch.
jessm78: cam/valajessm78 on March 4th, 2008 09:05 pm (UTC)
*hugs* Thank ya hon. It really is a bitch. It's one of those things where you think you're improving and doing great when suddenly you get a little setback (or something that seems like a setback). I was just frustrated because I've been going since August and I can't wait to be done. It takes so much time out of my schedule.

Oh well, the PMS has gone away finally.
bethtaurichick: Ianto needs a hugbethtaurichick on March 3rd, 2008 09:58 pm (UTC)
*hugs* I'm really sorry to hear that you had a setback in the physical therapy. And yeah, PMS can totally make it that much worse. That's one thing I get to avoid for a few months...but I understand that the baby blues can be even worse...anyway, just know that your friends are here for you, and I think that you're a fantastic person no matter which way one of your muscles moves!
jessm78: sam/daniel hugjessm78 on March 4th, 2008 09:09 pm (UTC)
Thanks Beth. It's funny, sometimes I'll have months where the PMS isn't really an issue - and then there are really bad months. Yeah, I've read that postpartum depression can be a real pain... hope it won't affect you too much.

lol, thanks so much for the pep talk. :) I'm feeling better today, even though still sore from the therapist massaging me. Guess I'll give him hell for it tomorrow.

ckllckll on March 4th, 2008 04:22 am (UTC)
PMS drive us crazy when we grow up more, trust me.
jessm78: Sam/Dean hug from Mystery Spotjessm78 on March 4th, 2008 09:48 pm (UTC)
Oh I do... it drove my mother crazy. I guess that is where I get it from.

But hugs and support from friends always helps. :) I love your avatar. That was such a cute moment *smile*
ckllckll on March 5th, 2008 02:48 am (UTC)
discodiva76: FIAD Hugdiscodiva76 on March 4th, 2008 05:50 am (UTC)
Never apologise for what you've said on your lj Jess....no matter how stressed out, angry or ill you are feeling...it's your lj and your f list always understands the need to vent.....I have a "rants" section now and I feel much better for venting most of the time!...

As for the PT thingy....{{{{{big}}}}}....I know how frustrating it is as it all seems to be going so slowly....hang on in there as I'm sure it will be sorted in the end.....pain is so frustrating - believe me I know from Jim's experiences over the past 10-15 years....people DO understand and will always be there for you....

Hope you feel a little better today....

Deeds xx
jessm78: Spacemonkey Hugjessm78 on March 4th, 2008 09:59 pm (UTC)
(((((Deeds))))) Thank you so much hon. During times like this I sometimes get the feeling that I've said too much, or the wrong thing, or anything like that. But you are absolutely right. I think of lj almost like my diary - and there is nothing wrong with venting. I've noticed your "rants" section... think I may add something like this to mine!

*HUGS* for Jim... it is quite a frustrating thing. The orthopedic doc had discharged me in late January and gave me 4-6 more weeks of PT... I felt great and thought I was coming into the homestretch. But yesterday seemed like such a setback...even though it probably wasn't as big a deal as I'd thought. When I have PMS I get very clumsy/uncoordinated and sore all over...so I suppose it was to be expected.

I am feeling slightly better today... still sore but they did work me hard yesterday. Hopefully tomorrow I'll have an easier time of it.

Thanks again for the support. :) *HUGS*
vixen_logic: EJHUGvixen_logic on March 4th, 2008 10:36 am (UTC)
*points to icon* I hope more progress will be made with PT soon. *HUGS you again*

And about PMS, here are a few funny quotes from http://quotes.wordpress.com/2006/07/16/quotes-funny-quotes-what-does-pms-mean/

Funny Jokes - What Does PMS Mean Quotes?

2. Psychotic Mood Shift
3. Perpetual Munching Spree
4. Puffy Mid-Section
5. Pimples May Surface
6. Provide Me with Sweets
7. People Make me Sick
8. Pardon My Sobbing
9. Pass My Sweatpants
10. Pissy Mood Syndrome
11. Plainly; Men Suck
12. Pack My Stuff
13. Potential Murder Suspect
jessm78: sam/daniel hugjessm78 on March 4th, 2008 10:01 pm (UTC)
Thanks so much hon. :) *HUGS* I am still a little sore today but hopefully I'll be fine tomorrow.

I love those quotes!! Especially .... um .... all of them!! "Puffy Mid-Section", "People Make me Sick," and "Pissy Mood Syndrome..." lol

Thanks so much for the laughs... and hugs! :)