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03 March 2008 @ 06:29 pm
I apologize...  
For any stupid or foolish comments I may have made either here or anywhere else in LJ lately.  Fact is I'm PMSing badly again.  Wasn't feeling too good this morning, then felt a little better. Then they found something out of place when I went to physical therapy. Some muscle near my shoulder blade moved upward when I raised my arm and it's not supposed to (that was what they told me).  So they made me hold off on one exercise and tried something else. I asked them what could have caused this and they don't know, maybe another exercise they made me do last week.  Then the therapist started hurting me when he massaged me and he tried to stretch my arm when I was lying down.  Anyway this is bothering me because it feels like such a setback. I've been in therapy for this broken shoulder for 7 months now and I'm starting to get tired of it.  I can't wait to be done and now it feels like the end will never come.  Things just seem so bleak right now.

I hate when I get in these moods. I really need to research PMS again or talk to my doctor.  But anyway I apologize for anything stupid, strange, or unreasonable that I've said anywhere on LJ. :(
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
bethtaurichick: Ianto needs a hugbethtaurichick on March 3rd, 2008 09:58 pm (UTC)
*hugs* I'm really sorry to hear that you had a setback in the physical therapy. And yeah, PMS can totally make it that much worse. That's one thing I get to avoid for a few months...but I understand that the baby blues can be even worse...anyway, just know that your friends are here for you, and I think that you're a fantastic person no matter which way one of your muscles moves!
jessm78: sam/daniel hugjessm78 on March 4th, 2008 09:09 pm (UTC)
Thanks Beth. It's funny, sometimes I'll have months where the PMS isn't really an issue - and then there are really bad months. Yeah, I've read that postpartum depression can be a real pain... hope it won't affect you too much.

lol, thanks so much for the pep talk. :) I'm feeling better today, even though still sore from the therapist massaging me. Guess I'll give him hell for it tomorrow.