depressedFirst of all, I heard from
chris4short today that she got my Daniel drawing signed by MS... *hugs Chris* No, I am not not unhappy about that - in fact it's the next best thing to being there. What I am unhappy about is here ...First of all, from what Chris told me, MS sounds sickened by the idea of Sam/Daniel, and that he sees them as brother and sister... and something about a rivalry? (you can correct me if I misunderstood, Chris) Huh? I never saw rivalry between them... maybe between Sam and McKay but not between them. Okay, fair enough... not many people in the fandom or the SG cast like the idea (except for Carmen) and I'm cool with that... BUT apparently there's going to be an episode later on where they show what a relationship between Daniel and Vala could be like. *PUKE*
Maybe I am overreacting, but I'm kinda glad that I'm not there - if I'd heard that in person, I'd probably run from the room, find the nearest bathroom, and throw up. I don't care if it's going to be AU or one of those "what if?" type of things. Just the very fact that it will be on screen in an actual episode makes me ill. No offense to anyone reading who might like Daniel/Vala... I just don't and I hate the fact that he seems to be trashing one of the nicest friendships that have been with the show from the beginning all because he loves this thing he has with Vala. Yeah, I don't care about the show going off anymore - if it's going to be like this, let it die. I can't bear to watch any longer. Call me a traitor if you want, but I can't help it. Why should I watch if I don't like what I see?
Another reason I'm not so happy is because I was supposed to hear from this guy today to meet him for coffee but he hasn't called, so I guess he is not interested in me. He'll probably never call me again. I guess I don't mind - I'll never meet a guy to fall in love with, so I don't know why I get my hopes up...
Well, guess I'll go read or watch TV or something now... anything to get my mind off this stuff... being depressed sucks.
