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18 November 2006 @ 09:30 pm
Not a happy camper...  
It's Saturday and I should be happy for the very sake of it being Saturday and thus the weekend, but I am not.

First of all, I heard from chris4short today that she got my Daniel drawing signed by MS... *hugs Chris* No, I am not not unhappy about that - in fact it's the next best thing to being there. What I am unhappy about is here ...

First of all, from what Chris told me, MS sounds sickened by the idea of Sam/Daniel, and that he sees them as brother and sister... and something about a rivalry? (you can correct me if I misunderstood, Chris) Huh? I never saw rivalry between them... maybe between Sam and McKay but not between them. Okay, fair enough... not many people in the fandom or the SG cast like the idea (except for Carmen) and I'm cool with that... BUT apparently there's going to be an episode later on where they show what a relationship between Daniel and Vala could be like. *PUKE*

Maybe I am overreacting, but I'm kinda glad that I'm not there - if I'd heard that in person, I'd probably run from the room, find the nearest bathroom, and throw up. I don't care if it's going to be AU or one of those "what if?" type of things. Just the very fact that it will be on screen in an actual episode makes me ill. No offense to anyone reading who might like Daniel/Vala... I just don't and I hate the fact that he seems to be trashing one of the nicest friendships that have been with the show from the beginning all because he loves this thing he has with Vala. Yeah, I don't care about the show going off anymore - if it's going to be like this, let it die. I can't bear to watch any longer. Call me a traitor if you want, but I can't help it. Why should I watch if I don't like what I see?

Another reason I'm not so happy is because I was supposed to hear from this guy today to meet him for coffee but he hasn't called, so I guess he is not interested in me. He'll probably never call me again. I guess I don't mind - I'll never meet a guy to fall in love with, so I don't know why I get my hopes up...

Well, guess I'll go read or watch TV or something now... anything to get my mind off this stuff... being depressed sucks.
Current Location: home
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
Current Music: Pamela Williams - Forbidden Fruit
anglstrmoon: S/D Doctorsanglstrmoon on November 19th, 2006 12:01 am (UTC)

On the guy front.. I've been seeing this guy and the same thing happened to me last weekend, but I ended up hearing from him a few days later and he explained why he didn't call me..

I'm sure you will find a guy..
jessm78: thinkingjessm78 on November 19th, 2006 12:38 am (UTC)
Yeah... I know I wasn't there, but it bugs me how he seems repulsed by the idea of S/D but openly welcomes Daniel/Vala. I know he's entitled to his opinion but... I remember him and AT at that Grand Slam con a few years back - how neither of them badmouthed the S/D interaction and even reenacted that kiss from that behind-the-scenes pic from Resurrection. It makes me wonder if in his adoration of CB he thinks that AT is chopped liver now (no offense to him... it just makes me sad).

Thanks for the encouragement. :) I'm hoping the same thing happens to me...hopefully he won't just write me off. *hugs*
anglstrmoon: Daniel - undercoveranglstrmoon on November 19th, 2006 01:09 am (UTC)

I hope MS hasn't just blown AT off... That would be just mean..

I hope that everything works out with the guy...
jessm78: geekjessm78 on November 19th, 2006 01:41 am (UTC)
Yeah, I hope not either. He already made some not so nice comments about her a year ago... said it was such a treat working with CB, and then when AT came back it was annoying and they had to fall back into the old rhythm... like he wasn't happy about it. I know he enjoys working with CB, but don't be mean to AT.

Thanks. :)
ltrottie on November 19th, 2006 07:53 am (UTC)
Eeeeeeew D/V are you kidding?
Vala and Daniel???? NOOO WAAAAAYYYYY!!!!
Since when did the new born chick Vala become the host of the show?
I noticed something weird in the episode "Uninvited",it was almost as if Sam and Vala are fighting with each other.
It's like Sam is not happy that Vala is taking things so likely,and that she can just walk in show off and walk off.

hey talk about love with me anytime,I've been through two heart breaks with two people.
One of them is in th euk at the moment at gabit,the other one is in AUS.
Guys are guys,they are less emotional then girls,so they do take things as nothing.(no offence to any guy here)
jessm78: grow apartjessm78 on November 19th, 2006 02:10 pm (UTC)
I know - I couldn't believe it! I don't care if it's supposed to be AU or anything like that... I can't see it and I don't want to see it. Yep I noticed that in "Uninvited" too. And I've heard some D/V shippers say that they think Sam is too uptight and Daniel would want someone more fun like Vala. *roll eyes* I've never seen Daniel give any indication that he thought Sam was too uptight...

I'm sorry to hear that. :( It stinks doesn't it? You're right about guys... most of the time they don't think twice about hurting us. You just don't hear from them anymore...
ltrottie on November 19th, 2006 03:34 pm (UTC)
I'm glad someone noticed it in that episode.
I don't see Daniel wanting to be with someone fun,I think he's a guy who likes to have peace.

Well these are women lol that heart broke me,buuut that's by the way.
I hate men for many reasons,which I don't really want to go into.
But yeah it stinks!
jessm78: stick togetherjessm78 on November 19th, 2006 06:31 pm (UTC)
I agree, he wants to settle down I think and be with someone who he can be totally at ease with.

Aw but still... I'm sorry about that. :(

btw, can you get to Gateworld now? For at least 3 or 4 hours now I can't go to the forum. I keep getting some weird message like "Database Server Backup setup." Have no idea what it is. Maybe they're doing maintenance?
ltrottie on November 19th, 2006 06:40 pm (UTC)
No I can't...they'll be doing database maintence maybe...
jessm78: Politicsjessm78 on November 19th, 2006 07:51 pm (UTC)
Yeah sounds like it... oh well I have some other things to do now anyway... site updates...