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21 November 2006 @ 02:59 pm
I'm trying...  
Well, it's day 3 of rampant PMS and I am trying to get control of my feelings and outlook. So far I'm feeling better.

I was a mess this morning. Those argumentative exaggerating hens over at that Gateworld thread were bent on continuing this stupid fight. They insist they don't hate me and don't want me to go, yet their meanness still comes through in the way they write. At least the girl who made that post to me last night is being a little more reasonable. However, she PM'd me and complained that I talk about S/D in every single post I make, which is a huge exaggeration. I hadn't brought up S/D in probably 2 months - no way is it in every post I make. Then another girl PMs me after I apologized to the thread and says she cannot take it anymore and wants me to please stop bringing S/D up in every post that I make. Why do people think they have to exaggerate in order to make a point? It just comes off as a lie. She insists she doesn't hate me and doesn't want me to leave, yet she sounds very angry and yells in her PM at me.

I'm through with all this. I made one more post in that thread ... told them I made a mistake and I apologize - but no more PM's yelling at me to stop because I've learned my lesson. If they refuse to end it, that's their problem. I wonder if they're just put off because I dared say something that might have been less than 100% positive about MS. Give me a break - I'm still a big fan of the guy, I like his acting, I respect his opinions, but I'm not swallowing the kool aid that he's some huge, perfect god. We're all human and we all have our own faults.

But anyway I was a mess when I read these PM's and posts directed at me because whenever people seem mad at me, it makes me think they hate me. I don't think this way all the time - just when I have the old PMS and things bother me more than usual. And I hate to ever have anyone mad at me. I guess I shouldn't worry so much about what other people think though.

I'm feeling better now, though, luckily. There are a few people there who are nice and gave me encouragement, plus I talked to a few friends who made me feel better. As weird as it sounds I think a Snickers bar may have helped me too, lol... I read an article once that said that eating some chocolate may be good if you have PMS because the chocolate has some kind of thing.. pherols? I can't remember what it was called...but it's supposed to help your moods a bit. Maybe my blood sugar was a little low too. I'd like to do some exercise - I know that is supposed to help - but it's too cold to go out walking today. :p Maybe I will do some situps and lift some weights when I get home (I have some small, 5 pound weights).

So now that I'm feeling better I guess I'll try to get a few things done here, lol... can't wait to go home and sleep.
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jessm78: S1 promo picjessm78 on November 30th, 2006 11:09 am (UTC)
Heheh... that scene always gets me, when he's staring at Harlan like "okay what is with this crazy little man?" ;)

Niiiice! They're coming along very well and I just love the title "Daniel, just how many bandanas do you own?" The first time he wore it in S1, I wondered if he was having a bad hair day and thought the bandana would hide it well? ;)

Bandanna Danny does have a better ring to it... blame the Hussies at the Daniel/MS thread for "Bandaniel" *grin*

Again, I love 'em! I've been making new Daniel icons here and there... should probably share them. Just one question: how did you make that grid thing? Was it from the challenges community?
TB: daniel cat nap-artifussteddibear on November 30th, 2006 06:02 pm (UTC)
MS actually signed an 8.5x11 of that banner for me without the sg_100 claim stuff. Hee! And I got that tagline from a fic.

If you scroll to the bottom of the post, you'll see a link to the icon table. It was in the FAQ for the community I just modified the original coding a helluva lot. I don't work with tables too often but I knew enough html coding to tinker with it :)

I was wondering that myself. LOL @ the bad hair days. The first time we see the Bandanna is in The First Commandment and he wears it under his helmet! LOL. I remember reading that MS put a bandanna on the alt Daniel in Double Jeopardy because the wig looked so incredibly horrible. He hated that thing. Honestly though for me his worst hairstyle was the supposed "Hathor" do from Out of Mind and Into the Fire which was in his Hamlet stage. Ugh, bowl cut much? I do miss the long hair but I love the short hair too. I couldn't see him with long hair these days. But I wish we could see more of the Bandanna. I cheered when he wore it in Babylon and Fourth Horseman II (why yes I DO know every ep he wears it). And I did like the boonie. Sometimes ya just wanna huggle him so much cuz of the boonie. LOL makes him look very young. I didn't like the boonie on Jack though. Much preferred the ball cap on him.

Yay for more icons :) LOL oh yes Harlan was nuts. Hee!